I'll be posting shit on tumblr now. Not to join the horde.. I think blogspot is a tad too big for the stuff I'm doing. So, whatever.

http://djeezes.tumblr.com

So ok, I don't know who or what I am. Leaning towards being no one.
I'm just in a crisis, which I am reacting to.
But I never had a clue. NEVER

Prospect

Real, It has never been. And It shall never be more.
Not in the world, where past and future ensnares us.
So I yell at it, the great dark. That bottomless ocean which I have to face.
But it's within, all my failures, that it speaks.
I see no moral obligations. With all my self-loathing, o starve my heart.

her fleeting heart, my only hope.
she destroys me to the core, yet obtains me.
i violently leap in rage and the whole world rips in two.
all there is, anger and guilt, to have, revenge upon myself.
my retribution hisses within a sigh.

Sakura

You are silently waiting, you are growing old, you are dying.

And we wail and we wail, trough the songs of this everlasting drought.

The spectre's charcoal received when born has tainted the spirit.

When do we part and long for ourselves? To brazenly breathe and gawk.

Completely feel that in your hands lies the soil, so in the glistening sun,
you wish to inhale.

It retired, resigned, hopped, stopped and got clogged.
It fought, caught, released, pleased and stopped.
It came, went, fell, held and dropped.

And when it took its final gasp, the world scorched a perennial cimmerian shade

I love how nobody reads this